12.31.2007

myrth

thinning air:
the perfect place to disappear.

to slough this life like a snake to his skin;
to begin anew, as it were,

before the incongruence of my sex
became manifest.

oh bliss!
how quickly the thorns fade and tears come!

12.14.2007

myre

finally sensing the scent of absence;
holding back tears and words
from entering your hands.

an arpeggio of emotion
that i'm about to play.

not lost at sea; just unwilling
to face the storm before me.

tired of ascending these steps
tired of walking these paths
tired of writing these words.

12.02.2007

sarough

what a difficult choice!
the tempting hand of pain and
the wearisome hand of pleasure.
to draw a thinner line would be difficult.

perfection marred by man’s perversion, or
temporal respite for this brilliant youth?

it’s not just the truth of pain
nor the sin of pleasure; rather,
it is my life.